INNER CALL OF SPIRIT

PAROLES

SOULBURN RESTRAINT

COUNT THE SHADOWS

I never liked to see
Empty living room, calling "the slate"
I'm against what supposed to be my fate
In the world of lies I can't lie
I don't wanna be ending in time
Supposed to be ending for now
Ironic inner cry
Say lies to live with no try

Yes, it's not to be
Hugging two fires in me
Life-taking crust
Limbo of dust
Born by mistake
Thank them and take
Behold yourself burn
In the world of strangers

Be able to break the wind
Hate to believe
I'm still alive to rest in piece of mind
Be able to break the wind
Hate to believe
I'm still alive to rest in piece of hard times
(I've) Seen it before

White season makes me feel
We're broken trees, we're blind on the bridge
Storyline, everdying manuscript
In the world of prose I can't write
I don't wanna be ending in time
Supposed to be ending for now
Ironic inner cry
Say lies to live with no try

Be able to break the wind
Hate to believe
I'm still alive to rest in piece of mind
Be able to break the wind
Hate to believe
I'm still alive to rest in piece of hard times
(I've) Seen it before

I'm so tired to get up
Look ahead and watch the same
Did you dream to die? Now you dream to die?
I'm telling the obvious lie
I'm so tired to wake up
Look ahead and feel the same
Did you dream to die? Now you dream to die?
I feel my essence decline
On this way

That's all that awaits me
My own body hates me
Immersed in the playground
Like a seed with no soil
No soul to be cleaned

Be able to break the wind
Hate to believe
I'm still alive to rest in piece of mind
Be able to break the wind
Hate to believe
I'm still alive to rest in piece of hard times
(I've) Seen it before

How can I meet the untold?
I'm broken by fortune
Disrespectful and guilty
How often I say
Any word cures any hush?

I saw my way
See it, is awful
Oh. So many pain
I forget any reason to fly
Say "It was a lie"

I wanna make me serene
I'm counting the shadows
(With) Every breath that I'm taking
I'm digging my grave
I make me closer and closer

I saw my way
See it, is always outside of life
So many pain
I forget any reason to fly
Say "It was a lie"
All is lie
Create the shelter of flames
Burning the shadows headspring
My face

I won't be able again
To see my reflection
Blackened sight truly matches
The side what's reserved
Of the world I didn't choose

I saw my way
See it, that line
That upper sky
So far away
I forget any reason to fly
Say "You can die"

I saw my way
See it, is always outside of life
So many pain
I forget any reason to fly
Say "It was a lie"
All is lie
Divide the shelter of flames
Showing the shadows headspring
My face

INNER CALL OF SPIRIT

Fight awaits me
Leave for a while
For honesty
Saint of other side
Say my name
So far from the filthy lane
So far so bad. Are you're calling me?
"Stay". But why?

I don't know what supposed to be.
The never told fate exist in each of us
I don't know what supposed to be.
The never told fate exist in each of us

Someone wants to know
Inner call of spirit
Your research is painful
Let me be your guide
It's the very first
Try to blind the fate
Build your own control
Break the aftertime

Crying in the flesh
Something wild is growing
Realize the hopeless
Glittering desire
Once you dreamed of a world
Where there was no pain
But it's too late now
When you wanna die

Wait the waterfall
You're my meaningful
Bloodred against
Your past and future cries

Splashes will show
The way out of the line
So many waitings

Clearness, pierce me
I am alone
Seeing nothingness
Saint of other side
Save my fate
So far from the filthy lane
So far so good. Are you're telling me?
"Razor side"

I don't know what supposed to be.
The never told fate exist in each of us
Where's a razor wall?
Where's the god of all?
Why trust the anger?
Say only name!

Someone wants to know
Inner call of spirit
Your research is painful
Let me be your guide
It's the very first
Try to blind the fate
Build your own control
Break the aftertime

Crying in the flesh
Something wild is growing
Realize the hopeless
Glittering desire
Once you dreamed of a world
Where there was no pain
But it's too late now
When you wanna die

Razor, blood and a splash –
Every end is obvious
Rest in peace of nonsense
That you chose some day
It's the very real
Cry about a wrong
Choice of nothingness
Endless bounding prison.

All the past was the same
Every breath was chocking
Let your planet burning
That hope-killing "home"
Run a blade along
(The) crimson strings of being
Blow your world a kiss
Very last goodbye
If you wanna die

FRAGILE

FINAL RECKONING

CRE(H)ATE THE AGONY

Friend or foe, you know I'm a victim
Dead inside and deaf to hear my inside
I can't wait to see the season
With no blackened coldness.
Which slays your sapiens
Unsights

For now times are wasted
Loneliness makes the phobia
Sense to breed
For now times are wasted
Must to reach out the other side, other side

Your voice is faint to wail

Every step I take I combust
With my guide I'm making pictures of none
From the nowhere I pull the chain
Longer than my total
Walking in circles
Against

Everything that was intended for me
Aeon ago
By thin rope to tie the halter
I tore it
Everything that was intended for me
To enthrall me
Make me trapped inside the house
Of misfortune

Crimson path is done
Below the surface
There is a way to be higher
World lets fall the sky
Forlorn and lonely
The edge is quiet

Two dissemblers guarding the edge
The first one claims and the second one cries
"You are being told what to do more
Beyond death nothing will
Change as you wanted"
True lies

Bled dry, exhausted, I finished
That was supposed to be my lullaby
I could never have imagined
Reckoning struggle is
My final journey

I learned again
How to breathe, how to feel
That's what supposed to be with no suffering
"Elide and ignore the other world to no avail"
This dwelling place can heal my agony

I'm still alive
Or to be more precise
(The) Hunter was eaten by his own dying prey
Leaving in smolder my dark side of the being
I know how to create or hate

I say goodbye to all my pain
I'd wish you all the worst but I don't care
It's time to wait for more. Never to lie
Start to love again if you dare

I am prepared to find new feels
We are so weak to try
And that's the point
I am prepared to find new dreams
We are so weak to fly
My wings are gone

I say goodbye
To all my past desires
I'll never try
One more wait or painful worries
I say goodbye
To all my last denials
I'm not the same
But my past is living
I'm so afraid to create the agony

I'm not the same
But the more I convince
Myself, I replicate the old habitude
Closing my sight against the new planetoid
I hate keeping the past inside

I say goodbye to all my pain
I'd wish you all the worst but I don't care
It's time to wait for more. Never to lie
Start to love again if you dare

I am prepared to find new feels
We are so weak to try
And that's the point
I am prepared to find new dreams
We are so weak to fly
My wings are gone

Lesser mind - to be ignorant
Stay alone. So we start to scream for freedom
Torture is grateful, feeding my bane
Starting withering lie
I'm otherwise

My direction, crimson tears
That darkest blood. Is not me
Run with no turn
Chase of exit flight
Night's effect. Stars are reasons

My direction, crimson tears
Burnt. And masked. Is not me
Run with no turn
Scissors cut all my bonds
Dying I am free

Others want you not to exist
So let their dream come true
Trail of gore is so fragile
Carry me
Dying I can see

Greater mind - to be reflective
Be fragile. I'm so proud I'll make it better
With any crying. You can be saved
Start the alternative life
Burning the past

I thought my fears were the key
To every loose. Is not me
Run with no turn
Spark of egoism
Blinded me. I'm the reason

I thought my fears were the key
Now. I'm here. With no fear
Run with no turn
Scissors cut all my bonds
Dying I am free

Others want you not to exist
So let their dream come true
Trail of gore is so fragile
Carry me
Dying I can see